Home // Heart

New life is a drug that I’ve just started to take.
Sometimes I wonder if it was a mistake.
And chains,
Big, shiny, metal chains fall down to the floor,
Am I more restricted now than ever before?

Here like a ghost, like a lost thing,
I am wandering between the light and the dark.
And try,
How I try to be seen,
But when I reveal myself, regret creeps in.

Love is a risk that I’ve just started to take,
And like this new life, I’m bound to make a mistake.
I think that fear will take a hold of me somehow.
I know I cannot let it but doubt runs through me now.

If home is where the heart is,
Then I have lost my home.
I wish it hadn’t departed,
It’s cold out here in the snow.